July 2010
4 posts
Not a single day passes that I don’t think of you and our friendship. But everyday passes that I don’t do anything for it.
I feel like we’re in limbo. I think it’s time I actually put some effort in, I owe you that in the least. I love you, neighbor.
You know someone asked me if I’m attached to anything anymore.
I couldn’t think of anything but my dogs.
Is that a problem?
Lately I've been drinkin like there's a message in...
Restriction is a bitch. I feel like I’m having withdrawl shit from everything. More like anxiety from not going out and having fun. But I’m trying to stay away from substance abuse and I’m having a hard time with that. I’m happier with it and I know that’s bad. This is a stupid feeling. I hate taking meds. All these fucking attachments. I don’t want any strings...
June 2010
3 posts
yayyyy so my brother completely reset my computer after I moved out, and now that I’m back I have to RE-DOWNLOAD EVERYTHING. Another sleepless night. Reasons why I smoke.
January 2010
3 posts
Stop the pushing
just leave
I prefer a spotless mind.
“Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and...”
– Emerson
October 2009
2 posts
Repetition
I knew it. I seem to have a gift to see patterns or something.
Patient
Take back one step
Find that ground with your confident stance
Just get me off this path of this midnight trance.
September 2009
1 post
Expectations and anticipation are better known as anxiety and self deteriation. So lately I have not been sleeping nor taking in how serious my hypoglycemia is again. I’ve been lucky that I didn’t let it slip right under me again. Lessons have been learned. Anyways, I admit that I’ve always been one to eventually take things for granted subconsciously. Or stress about nothing...